Miracles, post dedicated to Benjamin Low

I’m crying and bawling my eyes out right now. Not due to sorrow, but due to myriads of emotions synonym to the likes of “ecstasy”, “disbelief” and most importantly, “gratitude.”
I’ve broke down one time too many in prayers before the Lord due to what I’ve been carrying through. But I’ve always thanked Him for all [...]

And I Mount on the Edge, Ready to Roar

I’ve thought long and hard about my results and goal setting. Revised it.
Best case scenario :
English A1Chinese B3Math A2Humanities A2Science A2Biology B3total, 13.
Moderate case scenario :English A1Chinese B3Math B3Humanities B3Science A2Biology B3total, 15
Worst case scenario :
English A1Chinese B4Math B4Humanities B3Science B4Biology B4
total, 20.
For english, I’ve been working on it during the holidays. It should hopefully [...]

NINJA!?

Seriously, I haven’t laughed so crazily for so long. I read what I think is the coolest official report ever. Honest. See it for yourself.
School locked down after ‘NINJA’ sighted in woodsAP – Thursday, June 26BARNEGAT, N.J. – It’s the case of the nonexistent ninja. Public schools in Barnegat were locked down briefly after someone [...]

Hollow

I just realized I forgotten how to feel anymore. I don’t know why, perhaps I’ve been too tired or been too emotional for too long a period – I “feel” very numb and indifferent. I feel empty and hollow, and it’s not a negative or positive thing. Just, no emotions. Perhaps I’ve been too stressed [...]

Faith > Murphy’s Law

Murphy’s law is an adage in Western culture that broadly states that if anything can go wrong, it will. “If there’s more than one possible outcome of a job or task, and one of those outcomes will result in disaster or an undesirable consequence, then somebody will do it that way.” It is most often [...]

I’ll be Living it, my Dreams and Aspirations – I Will.

I’ll stop whining, because again, I know I’ll live my dreams. I don’t care what happens, because regardless of what, I said I will do anything for the life that I want. And everyday, I see myself wearing the ACJC uniform, playing the saxophone, holding my grandmother’s hand and seeing beautiful results on my “O” [...]

I do not know why I am posting this at all

Tomorrow’s school. Part of me wishes tomorrow would never come while another part of me eagerly wish for school to start quick so I can study. Once again, as I look at my DSA form for ACJC, I’m reminded again of my “O” levels, my grandma and all. And it cripples me with panic and [...]

Jinxed

I met a person today whom I hold dear.
We share such telepathy I truly fear.
She held her breath to speak when I spoke
and voila, came the same word spoke.

At an average of sixth an hour,
she and I, we’d never know.
We have the weirdest jinxes,
of which some I could induce quinces.

Even our natural system moved [...]

My Conversation with a Piece of Paper

It stares blankly back at me in the full glory of it’s blankness. Awaiting in it’s void the manifestations of my mind. Be it a retrospective entourage of words or an illustration of revelation and even meaningless doodles – it lays in front of me faithfully, awaiting to feel used. I speak to it, asking, [...]

December 12, 2012?