Entries from September 2009

September 30, 2009

UFUJ…

I miss Lola, I really do, badly.
She was my first friend in that place.
She was the first person I can completely talk  to as who I am.
She was the first person that understood my thoughts.
She was the first few people that is actually able to talk to me without talking.
She was the first girl whose [...]

September 29, 2009

My Love Will Get You Home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
My love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If the [...]

September 28, 2009

Annoying, Bannoying, Bloody Annoying

Astral-Minded (AM), or rather just the HBW, it’s getting too fannoying to even continue anymore.
Firstly, it is the rote-learning that has destroyed the minds of many… say, “children.” As a result, many of those who do not get the chance to be educated, end up like rigid pentium 2 computers, whereby they either memorize and be [...]

September 24, 2009

Heaven

FISH (fly-replete, in depth of June,
Dawdling away their wat’ry noon)
Ponder deep wisdom, dark or clear,
Each secret fishy hope or fear.
Fish say, they have their Stream and Pond;
But is there anything Beyond?
This life [...]

September 24, 2009

Spidey, Peranakan, India, and friends

After all that straddling through of the day at the Hardboiled Wonderland, PESA’s award ceremony ensued at the SP Convention Hall.
Reignited that fervour I had for public speaking, it was intriguing, impressive and had several splashes of adorable moments by the children who are young enough to have their age smaller than mine halved. Despite [...]

September 24, 2009

Psychosis?

School has been starting to get really horrible without Lola. But on the side note, at least I’m warming up with the classmates I guess. Nevertheless, it hasn’t been too good, since that incident… sigh, but I had to do it, for my grades were really important as well. I crave her hugs, and chatting, [...]

September 23, 2009

It’s easier to nail jelly on the wall than to talk to the people in this place, seriously.
Whatever happened to the comprehension of the English language?
Handicapped by eloquence, how ludicrously ironic.

September 19, 2009

Infrequentia

Chauvinist is making me tired, helpless, and more emotionally confused than usual. Because as much as Lost hate him for those many things he has done to Love, he is also Lost’s provider and has shown much concern(albeit not outwardly) and it is only right that Lost reciprocates those care. However, with Love, he treats [...]

September 14, 2009

바람결이 창을 흔들고 내 키만한 작은 나의 방위로
아름답게 별빛들을 가득 채워주네요
셀수없이 많은 별들은 지쳐있는 나를 어루만지며
내 맘 속에 가득담은 눈물 닦아주네요
많이 아파하지마.. 날 꼭 안은채 다독여주며
잘자라 위로해주네요
걷지못할만큼 힘에 겨워 아파와도
눈물이 앞을 가려와도
갖지못할 내 사랑 앞에도 나 웃을래요
잠시라도 곁에 행복했던 기억들은 가슴에 간직할게요
두 눈에 수 놓아진 저 별들처럼 영원히
꿈을 꾸듯 다가오네요 유난히도 [...]